Hello there.
It has been awhile since I've visited this blog.
I feel like I am finally coming out of a fog.
I can finally journal without writing something I might regret.
Since my mom's death I have experienced a lot of emotions and feelings.
You know how there are steps in the grieving process...well I have gone back and forth with those steps and have stepped on them more than once.
I have a journal filled with questions why, angry rants, memories, what ifs, you name it I have written about it and still am writing about it.
Needless to say I don't cry every day anymore, but there still are tears. The migraines are few and far between, and the hives have gone away completely.
Easter was hard. All the talk about Christ's death and how we will see him again someday was too much for me.
Mothers day is coming up and I am not looking forward to it. Luckily Ben's birthday is the same day so I will concentrate more on that.
I'm slowly coming back to my normal self. I have been such a hermit these last few months.
I can't say right now that I will be the same person that I was but I'm trying.
I miss my old self...
